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 Being in a relationship enlighten me, personally, in a way I view love, in a way I love my wife   It's not secret, we often oversimplify love as flowers and heart-shaped things floating around us   when in reality, it's not that simply and we eventually realize that simplifying love is naive      Having been married to my wife for almost 2 years, I must admit that we had countless argument   we grow and we learn new lessons everyday   love -as we know it- has been constantly transforming   and I think, every argument and fights that we had,    has elevated us to the level that we're currently on   forming a new form of love between us   and at the same time shaping the way we express our love to each other ***   Just like the song of Mocca and Ardhito Pramono   love is not always sweet   it sometimes tastes bitter, but hey, that's love. that's life.   It doesn't have...

Ini sudah jam 1 pagi. Lusa, persis setahun kita berdua menjalani semuanya. Hati yang panas, cemburu buta, tangis yang tragis, gemuruh amarah, tawa terpingkal-pingkal, senyum jatuh cinta semua telah kita punya. Tiap Minggu, ketika kita kembali ke rutinitas masing-masing, sambil termangu menunggu sabtu yang datang tanpa melaju, selalu kau meminta penegasan agar aku tetap sayang padamu. Aku sayang padamu, mungkin terdengar klise dan menggelikan kita bahkan sering tertawa geli ketika bercanda mengucapkan kata itu di dalam mobil tiap sabtu tapi percayalah, tak ada yang membuatku berpaling darimu sebaliknya, aku kian ingin selalu di sampingmu, meski kerasnya hidup memaksa kita hanya bersua tiap sabtu minggu Di pagi buta seperti ini aku kembali melihat gambarmu memutar ulang rekaman tiap gerak gerikmu tak sedikit pun melunturkan apa yang aku rasakan terhadapmu, cuma damai terhadapmu, cuma lutut yang lemas ingin melantai memohon padaNya untuk tetap diikutkan bersama ruhmu...

I really don't care of how rude people could be I don't care how shitty my boss treats me every single day I don't care how people slams at me and embarrass me if I don't get their memo I don't care how cruel world could be lately I don't care how depressed I might be I don't care how clueless my life could be I don't care how tears crawling down my cheek like a heavy rain I don't care how cloudy my day could be I just don't care how worst it could be at the end of the day, It is you I want to see It is you I want to see It is you I want to see when you smile, suddenly all the problems I have at that very day, gone Your smile is like aspirin It could wipe my fear, my sorrow, my painful feeling immediately I couldn't be more grateful that you are willing to stay, sit next to me, and calm me down I couldn't imagine what my life would be if you leave me I could be a soulless body walking I could be...

Dear man in the mirror, You look pathetic tonight I mean your life sucks as always but you truly pathetic tonight your eyes just dried and it looks awful Your life sucks Your bosses don't like you Your old friend backstabbed you Your teammate hates you for being loner You're practically alone at the moment I mean, can it be worse? Life just don't like you at the moment You disappointed your loved one You ruined everything Why do you even live? Dear man in the mirror, I want to break your mirror so you can no longer live in pain You're just... pathetic. And I hate you the way I hate myself. The problem is I really want to kill you but it means, I have to die too. You're just... pathetic. You don't deserve anything. Anything.

Malam ini, rasa kantuk yang berat sedari tadi datang hinggap, seketika sirna berganti dengan rasa sedih dan penat yg membuncah dada terasa sesak, air mata satu-satu mulai menyeruak saya tahu memang saya semelankolis ini katakanlah saya aneh dan lembek. Tapi, memang rasa takut akan kehilangan yang datang menghantui seolah mencengkeram kerah baju saya dan mendorong saya kembali ke jurang yang sama berkata-kata pun tak bisa hanya ada rasa takut, angin malam, dan kekosongan tatapan yang sekali-kali berganti dengan suara isak menahan sesak di dada kiamat kecil yang mengintai siap menyapa sewaktu-waktu membuat segala rasa nikmat tercabut dari makanan apapun membuat tidur hanyalah sekedar membaringkan tubuh namun kepala dan dada penuh sesak dipenuhi dengan hal-hal yang menakutkan tak ada yang mengerti rasa sayang yang saya miliki, kecuali diri saya sendiri kadang saya turut pula mengasihani diri saya sendiri mengapa harus seperti ini mengapa se-emosional ini kacamata yang ...

Every seconds I stare at your lovely smile, That feeling never change  I'm still so in love with you and I don't know why I love staring at you when you eat your food I love staring at you when you try to tell me stories We've been through ups and downs together and it will only convince me more to spend the rest of my life next to you. I love you no matter what When you get mad, my sky instantly fall upon my head and my sun will no longer shine I love you deep down inside We're not perfect, our love either. I don't care. I want to be with you, forever and ever. To be honest, my dear Wina, I really love you You don't need to ask me if I am still in love with you. You know the answer. So, please. Love me too. Love me tender. I don't want to be with anyone else. It's you. You're the one I've been looking for. And I've found you.