Riki Akbar

Oleh
My name's Riki Akbar and I am the owner of this amazing blog. I have been writing for 6 years now and still counting. This blog, for your information, is literally my so-called diary and I put everything here. I want to make this blog as a personal documentation of my precious life and hopefully become a medium to share my experience and any other useful information to the reader. Feel free to leave comments and feedback because I would be glad to read some.

Warmest Regards,

Riki Akbar

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