Catatan Riki Akbar

Tomorrow will be my first day working in the new place I stare vacantly at my computer It's late already and I should have headed to bed two hours ago like staring around in a frozen room I couldn't feel anything but cold I had two sandwiches but it doesn't help I'm so tired and yet I can't sleep I stare vacantly I can't sleep. I should have bought my sleeping pills. It's so cold. I can't sleep.

You've been acting strange today. I have no idea what I've done wrong I assumed you must be very tired and need to get some time to think. I don't want to bother you anyway. I just tried to make sure that you're fine. That's all. Let me know if I can help you out. I love you so much. Much more than I love myself. Nothing hurts me more than knowing you're in pain. Let me swallow your pain for you. I just want you to know, you're not alone. Let me hold your problems so you can breath peacefully. I know we can make it out. Soon, the storm will fade away. Just smile and tell me you love me. I will always be waiting for you. Your huge admirer, Riki Akbar.