Catatan Riki Akbar

Today, another confession I guess It's 17 minutes away to the midnight and yet I'm still staring at your pictures I don't know why but seeing your smile is so relaxing and comforting tonight In your smile, I find nothing except your beauty I don't know, just by staring at your pictures, I feel so peaceful I really want to smile and cry at the same time I don't know, I don't have any explanation for this I love you, you know that for sure but what you don't know is the 'love' word is only the simplified form of saying: - I want to be by your side forever and ever - I want to hear your stories all night long - I want to kiss your forehead when you fall asleep - I want to stare at your sleeping face until the dawn comes - I want to laugh with you - I want to run my hand over your eyes just when your tear is about to drop - I want to see your smile for the rest of my life - I want to sit by our bed when you feel unwell - I want, I ...

Tomorrow will be marked as another crucial point of my life. For the first time, I will pay a visit, not an ordinary one though It's extremely important It's going to be a big day I can't help myself freezing right now I am extremely nervous at the moment I don't want to ruin it So, I organize a detailed arrangement From selecting my best options in terms of outfit to determining the most reasonable route to her place I am spending my entire afternoon just to think possibilities and figure out ways to overcome them, just in case. I love her very much, much more than I love myself So, I want to make sure everything will run smoothly and the rest, Let Allah decides. Wish me luck, everyone. PS: Wina, I love you, darling. I love you so much.